My creative mind is up the clouds as I continue to struggle to find my voice and my place as a human being and a designer. I feel like I'm being pulled apart by my own instincts and all I can do is take each step at at time in the direction that I know is best for me. It's slow and agonizing but I have faith that the best is yet to come.

If you haven't been following me on instagram lately, I've been hungrily searching for beauty in this world, hoping that by doing so, I can stay inspired to do great work myself. But as I immerse myself more and more into the history books of greatness, the more unsettled I become about where I am right now. Fear can be crippling and I refuse to let it win. I've been going to 6am hot yoga every other day to stay focused. I've also been teaching myself how to use Cinema4D and utilizing it to render out my own ideas of forms in space. I call them Dreamscapes because they're simply my attempt at investigating the relationships between objects, their context and its visitor. So without further adieu, here is the first of the series. Dreamscapes. 



Benny OrComment